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In this world, many things have happened without us realizing it. It happened in front of us without us thinking about why it happened. Many things have happened also to enlighten us, about a lot of mistakes we did. But we seem not to notice it. All the things we are just borrowing from Him, and He is Most Generous. Am I eligible to receive all this after so many bad things and sins which I did? There are many things that I keep, keep, and continue to keep, until my next sin. Finally, I am not able to save it anymore. It has been 14 days I think why it happened? Many tears were shed because I remembered that the darkness that I do, almost every time my heart cried. But I was not strong enough and able to speak out.

Let time decide everything .. Maybe yes, maybe not. But I was so embarrassed to talk about it. What I’m sure, I want to run, run far, far away. I really hope to go to that island, I want to find answers. I'm so so so confused by what happened to myself. I'm afraid to sleep at night, I was afraid to dream. Whether it was my last night? Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me.