Friday, January 28, 2011

lights

In this world, many things have happened without us realizing it. It happened in front of us without us thinking about why it happened. Many things have happened also to enlighten us, about a lot of mistakes we did. But we seem not to notice it. All the things we are just borrowing from Him, and He is Most Generous. Am I eligible to receive all this after so many bad things and sins which I did? There are many things that I keep, keep, and continue to keep, until my next sin. Finally, I am not able to save it anymore. It has been 14 days I think why it happened? Many tears were shed because I remembered that the darkness that I do, almost every time my heart cried. But I was not strong enough and able to speak out.

Let time decide everything .. Maybe yes, maybe not. But I was so embarrassed to talk about it. What I’m sure, I want to run, run far, far away. I really hope to go to that island, I want to find answers. I'm so so so confused by what happened to myself. I'm afraid to sleep at night, I was afraid to dream. Whether it was my last night? Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Time


1) The year 2010 has left many wonderful memories with my family. In November of last year, my family was visiting Malacca for several days. Purpose of the visit is to bring my nephew to visit the historic town, during their school holidays. It is a good thing when I can spend time with my family, because I can bridge the relationships among my family members.

2) Malacca is an exciting city, a lot of interesting places can we visit, especially to history lover. The town is so well managed, we can see the old buildings are beautiful and stand firm, roads and lanes are also quite clean. Old Malay village is also well managed. During our boat ride through the canals, we can see many paintings depicting the past history of Malacca painted on the walls of the building in the canal route and it was very interesting. Not only that, but the buildings were also painted with a variety of attractive colors.

3) Perhaps it is not as beautiful as Venice, but it still can be proud. Thought, how wonderful if the towns or cities in Malaysia are treated with care as has happened in Malacca. From this, Malaysia could attract more foreign tourists to visit this country in the future, and profit from it.

4) When foreign tourist is increasing, many business opportunities can be carried out, this could benefit the local population, and it can improve their quality of life, especially Malays. This is because the Malays are a bit backward in terms of ability to do business. So the opportunity should be given so that they can learn from more advanced race in this sector. If this can be achieved, the country could become a developed country without the dirty politics problems.












With Family





Sunday, January 2, 2011

Color of 2010

1) Happy New Year to all friends and my family. Thank God for giving me a thousand favors during the year 2010. Although there are some difficult things happened, everything went smoothly and happily. During 2010, many experiences and adventures have taken place even as small as a trip to Indonesia, Perhentian Island, Malacca and Kelantan.

2) Of the trip, many of the pictures have been produced by me to share with friends who have similar hobbies. I was very happy when they enjoyed all of the results of my work although it is not much. It makes me more excited to give better results over time.

3) From the results of all the hard work that I have received many jobs offers around the shooting event at Kedah and Klang Valley, now I can enjoy my life and smiles. This makes the year 2010 was very busy for me. From these experiences, many things that I learned the true meaning of life and it is not easy as thought. This all makes me stronger to overcome.

4) For example, I have to arrange the schedule and time wisely so it will not to overlap with the study and daily exercise as well as my relationship with her, in a financial contexts, I need to spend wisely as well, because I need a high capital expenditure for the work high profile photography. It is not easy to refrain from shopping like everyone else.

5) Things like technologies, gadgets, clothes, etc., made me feel depressed even though it is not always. Like most, I want to also have things like that, also want style and follow the current trend. But I am bound by my photographic work, which requires determination and discipline in money management. Some may not understand how to manage money wisely. Maybe some of the projects look no function and purpose. In fact, it can cause a sharp financial. For example, the project sparked controversy as Sacha Maria.

6) This project is not carried out with bad intentions, but rather to test myself. It is not easy to carry out the project, many things have been thought earlier. Many of the negative scorn thrown at me and I accept it with good. I am sure, not everyone understands what I want to do and I'm also sure that one day they will understand what I am trying to convey. Many projects may have been unrelated to the business I run. But I believe these strategies and tactics will come to fruition. In 2010 also, The Prestige team is built. This idea has been mooted by the time I was with HarunHassan, but there are a few reasons not to run till I met with my old friend. I also hope the team can keep it up.

7) In the business world, many of the funds needed to enhance the brand and I believe, if the strategy and tactics are successful, I will achieve what I dreamed. However, in the sense of dilemma also arises. What exactly do I want? What is the purpose of all this? Is this what I want? Can I? Time is short. Pressure will increase. I do not know which way I should choose. Left or right? Or both. Every drop of sweat and sigh, there is wisdom. The year 2011 promises to be a thousand more roads and hiking. Everything is on my shoulders. Thanks also to my family and friends, especially to my love. She helped me a lot in many ways. Good bye 2010. Hello 2011 J